Posts Tagged ‘Life’

A world turn to ice

Rotation seems to stop -test

The roll of the dice

 

Grow up to release stress

Resistance to change

Succumb to nevertheless

 

Desire to be someone

Lost in the night from days depressed

Fade with disappearance of the sun

 

Where becomes the focus more or less

Inward view at darkness strange

Hell on earth felt with mental illness

 

Battle is in my mind

Life or death hangs in the balance hard pressed

Can’t help but look for a sign

 

Negative thoughts overtake intense

Fear and doubt narrows outlooks range

Future dread, past enchains, present in suspense

 

Let go self care

Minimalizing nourishment starving inside as my guest

Brain eating itself deceiving now aware

 

Cold heart mourn trespassed east to west

Soul torn in unrest

Frozen spirit forlorn tests distressed

Mind stuck on warning/warning/warning/warn?!. digress

Perfect storm enters inside to derange

Panic stricken hidden within head’s walls torments

 

Suicide has access

How come I acquiesce

Open the door, crossed the line oppressed

 

Suicidal hours pass suppress

Relentless until possess -success?!.

Drown out voices in excess

 

No such attempt a success…

Come up for air with will still to live reassess

Arise soaken wet convalesce

 

Hitch a ride back to civilization egress

At a loss that death somehow did outguess finality this time, how to process?

Did I go too far with the way I transgress?

 

Parents sullen expression hopeless -turn their back and walk away

My only hope is Heaven above to hear my cries to HIM confess

Scared the enemy stalks in this darkness; hearing breaths closing in for attack as I pray

 

In time JESUS answers to rescue, restore, redeem to repossess

Relationship with the LORD reestablished over the years with interchange

Taken back into the sheepfold to learn trust has been an ongoing process

 

All HE did for me I can’t express fully in my writings or with my spoken words, but I try

Yet, JESUS, is HIS precious name I will forever profess

Since HE has heard my wavering cries, I will walk with HIM no longer to deny for faith, hope, and love now unto others apply…

 

Frozen ice melts with the SON press on Heavenward progress

Saves lives, softens hearts, sanctifies minds, sets spirits free in wondrous and beautiful exchange

Casts out fear with perfect love HE has won to bless…

  

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Yet we live on…

until the devil meets his match that GOD our FATHER strikes its end… set aflame, far from us expulsion disbanded -no longer with fiery darts targeting at our hearts aim

our faith he can’t catch; crush his head then fallen into lake of fire send… let tame his evil compulsion stranded -no longer with tiring accusations marketing at our minds blame

Because we live on and on…

set free he can’t snatch; secure in the Savior’s care and the FATHER’s strongest hands tend… debt/shame gone as peace and grace rush in granted -no longer with firing arrows darkening to our souls maim

beyond the grave deep within is Heaven attached; await a future hope prepared above where we fully mend… met mercy anew every morning propulsion open handed -made stronger desiring eternity harkening to our spirits claim

So we will live on and on and on…

 

 

Here for a reason

Why I carry on so

For a season

How long I don’t know

 

Listen to reminder

Never alone in the throes

Be kinder along the way as a pathfinder

Mercy to give others among their woes

 

Meant to remember

Compassion to show

Ignite the ember

Eager to grow

 

Be responsible

Despite the toll of pains blow

Overcome every obstacle

He died to give you new life for HIS renown owe

 

Goal to reconcile

Uplift the low

Reach out to those in denial

Faith seeds to sow

 

Make recompense

With love overflow

Stand in defense

Voice on behalf of the orphans, the weak, and the poor bestow

 

Life purpose reconsider

Envision where to go

For the little children never hinder unto HIS arms open wide come hither

Justice to prevail against all evil derail until fears overthrow

 

Choose to rescue

Those fallen below

Leave the many for the few

Willing to walk through the valley of death’s shadow

 

Faith, hope, and love remain

To refill, refresh, replenish, and restore the hollow

Greatest of these is love to sustain

Receive from Heaven’s open window until reach it’s door open to enter the afterglow

 

 

 

 

 

Tired

Overly tired

Spread thin

yolk is easy confirmation light -go to rend the Heavens behold passion live in

Wired

Sleeplessly wired

Head spin

Invoke inspiration ignite -go to depend on HIM for soul satisfaction beyond what I imagine

Listen

Musically listen

Fed within

Spoke in affirmation from above at night -go to tend unfold thirsty ration given

Discipline

Mostly discipline

Led in

Soak in admiration with love upright -go to mend whole in mercy and compassion driven

Praying

Rally praying

fled open

Broken door revelation contrite -go in to defend those abandoned/imprisoned

Obeying

Steadfastly obeying

Tread begin

Awoken toward impassioned Light -go forth to befriend young and old uphold; then as fashioned rest again

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Life is not a waste

Turn around an about face (set like flint stare down the whirlwind)

Chase the path of tornado -unstill running frantic in the mind moves surreal taking a toll treading toward leaving you solo, so low, alone; hold tight the 3 chord strand of rope so not blown away

Outpace to understand the shadow until stunning panic opens door find to unseal making your soul ready for receiving truth sown, shown, own;  bold Light reprieve -adored command to hope in GOD… known always

 

Life is not fair

Yearn with sound; shout with faith to share (be a voice within the whirlwind)

Aware to carry one another’s unkind burdens/throes contrite ashore, remind to gird within shows insight outpour, kindness starts in word and deed… grows the gift to taste and see not ignore a rainbow of love to form; knows right to implore -pray

Care to tarry among sisters and brothers behind curtains closed to fight for, shine for certain grows the Light toward, bind professed hearts immersed in need… arose an uplift of grace when freed to soar in the Son’s glow above the storm; chose delight in the LORD convey

 

Life is not always forward motion for the faint of heart

Discern then when to surround and support with hope impart (enter the whirlwind to begin a rescue)

Start to endorse those weak to ignite a great stand harrow of courage to save children and women and men whole families -zenith reaching there gone beyond the fears, leers, jeers, tears and subsides the replay of doubt; enlist bout with giants forewarned slay

Chart a course goes to sneak through the plight straight and narrow to flourish gave again and again and again soul remedies with teaching where strong bond appears, nears, steers, clears and provides a way up -out; persist without defiance or forlorn delay

 

Life is not easy

Adjourn for catching up on breathing; lovingly encourage when just breezy (still be there in the calm when the whirlwind dies down)

Queasy resumes, yet you won’t quit even still, choose to farther live with your will, wait for strength renew refill; been secured awhile longer in the fray

Freely retunes; let new life knit within fulfill, Whose you are stir within restore instill, equate core thanks approve stand still -then onward miles stronger within to stay

 

Life is not a fairytale

Learn , though, that with the KING of kings there will be a happily ever after in Heaven mending finding true love at the end of the trail (there is life beyond the whirlwind)

Fails not defending your soul, HE will make you whole in time won; believing when dine and feast as fumes left exhaust; re-accounting the cross with HIS tending, lending, rending regain peace through each day

Avails a lot sending you with goal agree until awake the sheepfold to find one leaving 99 and reach the hewn cleft of the lost counting the cost with this befriending, extending, attending maintain (not cease) to reach strays

 

Life is not life fully lived until driven by the reason why you are alive

Burn with desire the love that goes on forever from HIS heart overflowing what HE alone has given in HIS Word tried and true apply (help others out of the whirlwind once you’ve made it out yourself)

Decide to do more than just survive shine true; listen with a decision to be forgiven by HIS shed red blood clear it outpoured as far as east to west, find peaceful strength awaiting new rest, be forever love stirred in allegiance meant to be blessed -use lungs to offer praise who now obeys

Abide to prove more open -trust sure to find/mind renew; risen with mission to free hidden inside Christ the Head led… flood of Spirit implore stars least with zest, in time release full faith relating thru tests, see endeavor of Word win deliverance when plead distressed as a son or daughter raised to Thou amazed

 

 

Image result for sun rise

Lift up your eyes

See the same skies

Yet so far we seem

Hopeful prayer bring

For truths quest, for a new dream

 

Sun escapes darkness

Daybreaks east to west

Yet so do we until overcoming

Open soul’s plea

For inner zest, for sweet release

 

Stars are serene

Moon scars seen

So are we hidden or noticing

Crater within to flee

For quiet rest, for eternal peace

 

Under cloud cover

Storms or shadows hover

Yet still we breathe

Break through into light until free

For love’s conquest, for fears to cease

 

Enter center of mind’s eye

Asking mysteries why

Yet we will believe

Have grace and mercy to receive

For life’s test, for faith that reprieves

 

Enter center of heart’s cry

Awaiting hope will try… despite times that subside or die

Yet we resurrect to still conceive

While in the LORD delighting

For less stress, for strength to increase

 

Enter center of Spirit willing to soar on high

Walk the extra mile self deny, with others uplift who’d rather die

Yet we will encourage and intercede from underneath

Finding Refuge in hiding or when in our own battles fighting; remember HIS blood cerise

For respecting creation bless, for caprice of helping each one as HIS masterpiece

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Depression locked in night

Faith awakes absent sight

Hope engaging the fright

Love emerging when contrite

Dreams unlock with Light

HIS Spirit within ignite

Walk not by might

Mind links to Heaven’s height

Heart opens to new life

Soul HE restores aright

Spirit free saves from plight

Body beats to join the fight

Compassion helps others be bright

Rescue casualties caught in rewind

For one lost sheep leave ninety nine

Once broken chains no longer tight

Share story left behind

Forward journey go remind

Inward peace HE gives to find