I remember not long ago needing slack for You to bring me back…
Jagged ledges can’t climb around or reach above -stuck then
Ragged pledges won’t climb down to beseech below -shun again
I remember further back; despairing attacks becoming a paranoiac and an insomniac…
Staggering of past avalanches brought me into a rut left with nil that chides downhill to my lowest point donned -found weak and stunned to barely cope
Lagging with present damages caught up with me yet will I rise until… do so slowest to join fond crown peak -need to overrun to see hope
I remember just awhile back what I lacked
Aggravating “what if” future ravages wrought; confront to perceive Who still guides and will grow through knowest truths choice beyond abounds -seek the SON set free elope
Agonizing daily challenges sought, want apprise to their shrill cries, fulfill overflow to showest proofs voice of love surrounds unique among -let receive lifelines rope
Adores HIS goal unfold to mold me; fought through the strife
I remember You going the extra mile to…
Carry me over rugged mountain too high as fears cease
Care for me into the valley of joy to find Your peace
I remember being with You while I accrued breakthroughs…
Riding in truth during amends to talk with You confide as anxieties decrease
Abiding in You on the journey then to walk with you beside as trust does increase
I remember You leading me out of denial anew…
Along the streams edge refreshing purity in me define
Upon green pastures privilege meshing; resting in Thee divine
Restores my soul whole to behold Thee; brought into new life in sweet release
I will always remember how You reconciled in being faithful and true…
I remember to forever thank You for the rescue!!!…
Suicide Not God's Heart 